December 2010
62 posts
“….She had not known the weight until she felt the freedom.”
– (via memoirsofjeang)
This hoe.... UGH!!!
So… I’m going to go HAM!!!!!! on this joint for a sec and then we can get back to poetry, pictures, and music of all kinds…..
MY ROOMMATE… this BITCH.. some time between lastnight and JUST NOW while she had the place to herself, she managed to drop at least 2 of my eyeshadow compacts in the bathroom.. Now, anybody that knows me knows that I don’t wear make up like...
Get into your Sexy!
I feel sexy today. Already. I hope everyone else does too. Sexy is the move……Its really another day… but something feels different. Yum.
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Random, oh so…
I’m closed like Rita’s… hola at me in March when it starts gettin warm again. Lol.
On some real stuff tho… I’m a mess. In need of mental hibernation and rejuvenation. There are parts of me that hurt and need to be healed. So for now, time is my friend, my lover, my everything.
to you, from me. pt 1
when it all comes down to it,
i wanna say how much you mattered…
how important you were in
the workings of my heart.
tho some days i worry.
i sit in the corner with worry about
where we are going and
where it is exactly that we have been..
i wanna say that i would do it all again
and that you’re how i kno
that everything happens for a reason…
i hope for the stories...
Today.
Got my….
warpaint on..
ready for the
fight i
just did all my re-con…
its time to get this started…………………. -_-
how much do you love
the thought i’m in?
how often am i on the thought
you’re on?
its times that you follow me
most times you can’t get on.
as i sit by and wait
doing circles around the
confusion you...
Send it on.
i free write…..
lights on… where is the mail man with the letter telling me you’re ready to leave? no phone call, no text messages.. don’t wanna see me, personally.. send me snail mail in hopes that it will give you time to line up the lie. i’m calling as soon as i rip thru the paper. bad news or bad news… however could i choose? i’m not asking you to...
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Regret.
took a picture of your heartache
so i’d remember…
sat in front of
your very own camera..
snap shot of tears,
oh, these tears you made.
a decision all yours….
like i told you in the beginning,
you’re gonna miss me when i’m gone..
try as i hard as you like.
i’m not coming back.
my tears are my wall.
invisibly.
no one’s allowed to see.
November 2010
9 posts
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2 halves..
dreaming with my eyes closed caused me to walk blindly through a forest of hope…. hit my head sometimes on lesson branches.. the leaves graze my hands like memories..
eyes open
chin up
forward march, now..
don’t stop. don’t quit.
and don’t forget the lessons
of walking through life
with your eyes closed.
must compare these sensations to
what you are seeing now.
...
"Maiden Voyage"
sweet kisses
this bliss is
too good to be true (true, true)
neva wishing
that you’ll slip and
fall in love with her too (too, too)
you’re being pulled so soon
carry her to the moon
around the sun, crash through the stars
hope the best part’s
beyond this room.
setting out into the sea
with me
sails up, ready for departure
for the start of
something completely...
some will not understand.
held in these hands,
with child-like desperation,
the sanity.
i smooth its rough edges
through repetitious movement.
its a child that requires calming,
a soul that needs soothing.
i close my grasp around it
like an open prayer.
hands cupped tightly like
when i told black-top secrets.
protective glances around.
i am guarding you with my life.
don’t even know why.
stand outside.....
when its you.
i….
just don’t know
where i’m going.
standing in a room
alone
crying imaginary tears
because
emotion is not meant for public podiums
and i never know
who may come waltzing in.
people are so nosy.
always searching for the
humiliating moments
like its some buried treasure.
but everything.
everything..
everything…
changes
when its you.
a selfish crusade...
my take on Peace
I had to find a way Had to say my piece to Gain peace… Acquired it like a gift I gave myself Hold onto it dearly. A rare treat. I worked too hard. Saved up. Budgeted. Sacrificed. Didn’t even go out to eat.. Ate Ramen noodles for 2 whole weeks! …Just for peace. t took a while, but I did it. Now its my most prized possession You could take the clothes off my back My...
