May 2011
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Keep it Light? Yeah, right...
There is no point to casual dating. When you *click* with someone… you just do. And then both of you start fighting feelings like opposite sides in a civil war.
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I’m unfit to love… Unfit to care for the heart of another person… So.. don’t let me touch you.. DON’T let me hold you. You won’t make it—- I can’t take the temptation of trying to love someone when I know what destruction comes after. So I’ve got work to do… Healing to do. Fixing to get to fixing. Hearts that may need mending< but not...
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Getting into Something New....
Working on this recording thing. Nothing professional. Ya kno… Just on my phone like shit. Trying to get used to reading my poetry… Working on the feeling that comes forth because an Aries told me I sounded nervous or like I wasn’t feeling what I was reading. I mean—- this was day one.. so….. What exactly was she expecting?? i dunno. but i took it as positive...
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Sweetback…. “Lover”.. I...
Oh.... It got lost..
I flipped through all my magazines and books… Looked in all corners.. even under my bed. I searched hard. But I know its around here somewhere. Not in the closet… Nope.
Racked my brain, long and hard…. Still can’t find my heart.
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Wish You Remembered...
“And I don’t want the world to see me
‘Cause I don’t think that they’d understand…
When everything’s made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am..”
— “Iris” - The Goo Goo Dolls
I just wanted you to remember who I was in all of this mess. It didn’t bother me one bit to have to remind you of who YOU were… but...
Last Testament...
For the record, this has nothing to do with how much I care about you. This is about how much I care about and respect myself.
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Quicksand by J*DaVey…. new favorite song....
“We do not believe in ourselves until someone reveals that deep inside us...”
– e.e. cummings (via justbesplendid)
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Nobody said it was easy…. it’s such a shame for us to part..
Wish you would haunt me… Remind me of you as if I could forget. Laugh at all my bad jokes. And my blonde moments. Move my toothpaste from the bathroom to my bedroom… just because it doesn’t make sense. Something. Anything. Anything for you to not feel so far away. Heaven. That’s just way too far....
These Three Words... Sweet and Simple...
Just thought I’d share the lyrics to the song… Hope everyone takes them all in. I always cry when I hear it.. I wasn’t old enough to say the words to my sister before she was gone.. but I was for my aunt. I think about them frequently— they’ve never left my heart. Loss leaves an unmistakeable mark on those who’ve experienced it. Cherish each smile, each moment,...
“We strive to become what we naturally already are; becoming is just the moment...”
– Mara Hruby (via marahruby)
Romans 12: 1,2, 9-18
boldlipssmokeyeyes:
Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your minds, so that you may discern what is the will of God — what is good and acceptable and perfect. Let love be genuine; hate what is evil, hold fast to what is good; love one another with mutual affection; out do one another in showing honour…
